When are you most happy? I have often asked myself this same question. life is not a smooth sailing journey, it has its twists and turns, sometimes leaving us feeling lost, confused, and utterly hopeless. I have had my fair share of tears, wondering if I am really good enough, or if I was a mistake, and why was I given the trials I have? I have fallen to my knees in doubt, crying out to the Lord why me? how come I was chosen to live the life I lead, and can I really endure to the end?" Where do we find our value? Is it in how many followers we have on Instagram, or how much money comes into our bank accounts every month? For many years I hid from the world, I did not know of my worth, nor did I care to. When the lord knocked upon my door, I left it locked. Christ will not take away all of our sorrows if we call upon him, but he will lighten the load, I once heard a quote I loved. He may not cure the storm, but he will calm the sailer. We are more then just kings and queens, w